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4 Left For Dead.ALRIGHT [21 Oct 2005|04:07pm] Dear Abby, Do you know how much I much i miss you right now.Seriously why did you have to leave me and everyone else.WE FUCKING LOVE YOU ABBY.You were like my sister.And now your gone.All we have now is our memories of you and your gorgous smile.ABBY I MISS YOU SERIOUSLY WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE US.I knew I shouldve visited you last week in santa barbra I KNEW I SHOULDVE.I DIDNT KNOW YOU WERE GOING TO LEAVE ME LIKE THIS.YOU WERE SO FUCKING YOUNG.ABBY I MISS YOU SERIOUSLY.I miss our conversations.I miss when we hung out.I MISS YOU ABBY.I DONT WANT YOU TO LEAVE.I LOVE YOU ABBY.You shouldnt go like this.I DIDNT EVEN SAY BYE.ABBY PLEASE COME BACK I MISS YOU SOO MUCH.I HATE BREAKING DOWN LIKE THIS.I HATE BEING LIKE THIS.FRIENDS DONT LEAVE EACHOTHER AFTER 5+ years weve known each other I MISS YOU ABBY.I KNEW I SHOULDVE VISITED YOU LAST WEEK WHEN YOU TOLD ME.I SHOULDVE JUST SKIP WORK AND GO TO SB TO SEE YOU.Abby your an amazing friend.Thank you for always being there for me.Thank you for always making me smile.Thank you for everything.I LOVE YOU ABBY!

4 Left For Dead.ALRIGHT [14 Sep 2005|12:45am] [ mood | lonely ] i seriously miss the feeling of having a relationship i miss just holding hands i miss going to the park or beach and looking up at the stars while listening to postal service i miss saying i love you and meaning it i miss being romantic i miss the late night calls i just miss having a relationship seriously i don't know what else makes me happier than being with that special girl whatever shit happens and shit comes unexpected just listen to ataris san dimas highschool football rules

1 Left For Dead.ALRIGHT [12 Sep 2005|12:12am] SAN DIEGO ASR WAS FUCKING AMAZING HIGHLIGHTS: hooking up with a milf asr skating meeting new people after parties getting fucked up with pros hanging out with pros free drinks shopping gambling won 300+ dollars NON-HIGHLIGHTS: paying 15 bucks for flowers just to hook up with a milf eating fast food like crazy smoking too many cigarettes wasting money gas is expensive parking was a bitch in downtown being only 18 getting ditched by girls cause there lame CANT WAIT TILL NEXT ASR IN JANUARY

1 Left For Dead.ALRIGHT I hat you with an E [08 Sep 2005|03:01am] [ mood | blank ] i really dont know what to say.

2 Left For Dead.ALRIGHT [04 Sep 2005|03:48pm] so ya i got a haircut finally

1 Left For Dead.ALRIGHT [01 Sep 2005|11:33pm] coldplay's trouble say it all.

ALRIGHT [01 Sep 2005|02:25am] i wanna move out somewhere really really really far unexpected

1 Left For Dead.ALRIGHT [28 Aug 2005|01:29am] ya fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfu fuck fuck fuck kill me mmhm thats right kill me uhuh fuck me when im dead uhuh what the fuck random mmmhm

3 Left For Dead.ALRIGHT [27 Aug 2005|03:10am] I just love how I dont have any free time I just fucking LOVE IT. FUCK YOU!

1 Left For Dead.ALRIGHT [20 Aug 2005|11:13pm] [ mood | my balls hurt ] IM SORRY FOR BEING SICK

1 Left For Dead.ALRIGHT [18 Aug 2005|01:58am] [ mood | fucked ] So ya I'm back to the way i was.... SHIT!

2 Left For Dead.ALRIGHT [12 Aug 2005|01:51am] so ya work is alright i guess whatever im not a bum anymore I HATE WORK!

2 Left For Dead.ALRIGHT [31 Jul 2005|10:56pm] im officially going crazy

1 Left For Dead.ALRIGHT [29 Jul 2005|11:51pm] so ya i havnt been to the movies in years and i had to go see a bad new bears but whatever i saw it with an amazing girl

ALRIGHT i'm gay. [27 Jul 2005|05:41pm] [ mood | indescribable ] i was tagged by: annyawesome list six of your favorite songs of the moment and then tag six others to do the same. 1. ringside 2. anniversary 3. SEAL 4. SEAL 5. SEAL 6. SEAL

6 Left For Dead.ALRIGHT [19 Jul 2005|03:28pm] i got a job im not a lazy ass bastard anymore

1 Left For Dead.ALRIGHT so ya i fucked up hard! [23 Jun 2005|01:56am] CONGRATS ELCO CLASS OF 05 YOU FUCKERS!

2 Left For Dead.ALRIGHT [02 Jun 2005|12:28am] im back i realize this is a good stress reliever thing i guess i havnt been feeling well emotionally for some reason i guess its all the stupid things ive done and said coming back at me. or people graduating and having the life. while im not gonna graduate till august and how i dropped out of elcamino and alemany. or looking through the new alemany yearbook and seeing people ive gone to school with in freshman year graduating and looking through there senior quotes as i planned mine since freshman year. that couldve been me on the class of 05 year book. or how people are dying alot no matter if i knew that person or not it still hurts me because i have suicidal thought everyday and everynight and i cant do it because i realize that if i do it ill hurt alot of people so i guess i have to suck it up and get cancer or something. seriously i dont know. also i cant do it because ive had this problem for like 8 years and i just cant because of what my mom told me "if you go,I go" ive had those words haunt me for the past 8 years. or how i disappoint my parents and lie to them everysingle day and seriously it hurts me lying to them. i dont know hopefully ill get over it. im writing this just to get this off my chest. i seriously hate telling people my problems so i guess if you want to hear it here you go. but ya i have alot on my chest but i dont feel like getting them off for personal reasons. ya im really sorry.

2 Left For Dead.ALRIGHT gettin high as a motha fucka [31 Jan 2005|10:42pm] [ mood | baked ] gettin high as a motha fucka

3 Left For Dead.ALRIGHT IM BACK [25 Jan 2005|11:13pm] so ya im back on livejournal now cause i go to homeschooling now and i got ADD and ya. im back on and now its friends only.

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